The worst part is I'm trying
To be better to myself
But my debilitating health
Is fucking standing it's fucking ground
and I'm 25 years old
and there's no one I hate more than me
This teenager's misanthropy
Like a fucking fashion trend
and I keep waiting for your message
Text reads, "I just can't do this
You need to learn to love yourself
Because you're starting to fucking scare me."
The worst part is the breathing
I got to bed every night ashamed
of all the dumb shit that I say,
of all the things that I do to survive
and I hate being me
I try my best to do things right
But when I'm laying in bed at night
I see the phantom nails scratching the bedroom walls
and I keep waiting for your message
That says, "We're not working out,
I've tried my best to be be real patient
But I'm afraid you're gonna hurt yourself
and I just can't keep on watching this
You need to work on your fucking brain."
Hospital scenes in the rain
There's some things they can't wash away
and I keep waiting for your message
That says, "You're fucking kidding me!
You think you're drowning yourself, but you're drowning me
Is this art or are you fucking dying?
And you're always so scared that
You can't even notice me."
I'll drink myself to fucking sleep
So i won't have to hear when you leave
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