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Jesus Crust, Super Squat EP

by Seethruskin

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1.
I fought off every crooked corridor filled with shadows of their own It's easy enough to disregard a pain That you yourself have yet to know I sweating in these hollow street lights I'm shaking in my fucking shoes I've got a verse I've got a chorus But no way to put them to use So I'll lay still Awake in my head Try to find sleep laying on the ground Unconscious or maybe dead I swallow pills Regurgitate my regrets It's too fucking hard after you've lost yourself To convince yourself that they know best And I find my bed alone I struggle with every breath I take It's these fucking cigarettes or these songs It's a trail too tough to trace But I'm pretentious in myself Despite my beloved self deprecation Oh like misery loves company I hate to be alone My fingers bleed on rosewood frets My heads gets shook my shirt gets wet I scribble these thoughts awry when she falls asleep And the passing headlights of a stranger Shake me into consciousness I'll lose myself again soon enough just wait and see So I'll watch my friends Happier than me They invite me in their memories But I'd rather fuckin sleep They watch me fall Off my shaking knees But i don't feel sad, I don't blame them When they fuckin abandon me No I don't blame them I don't blame them I'm not a sight they wanna see No I don't blame them I don't blame them But their words they help me breathe Oh their words they help me sleep Oh their words they help me grieve And their words are much comfier company
2.
Sink to the bottom of the river Follow through with promises I made I swore one day it would take me I swore I swore I swore that one day I was gonna be in my right mind I was gonna get caught on my feet They weren't gonna catch me by the soles of my shoes I wasn't gonna let them fucking devour me I wasn't gonna let it fucking devour me I saw it coming on a whole fucking week early My finicky hands scratched the days in the dry wall I mumbled something to myself about timing I lied again and I misled them all I saw my fingers move in real time On the maple frets of my guitar I saw the crash from a mile away It told me I didn't have the heart I never thought I really had the heart But you You gave me the most relieving lobotomy I couldn't see what I didn't wanna see I couldn't hear what they had said to me Didn't have to be what I didn't wanna be
3.
I don't think I'll go to heaven when I die I don't think I'll go to heaven when I die Because I've spent so many years saying the bible is a lie That I don't think I'll go to heaven when I die And I think I just might go to hell when I die Think I just might go to hell when I die With the queers, Gahndi, and superman Together we'll all fry Cuz I think I just might go to hell when I die I never heard a word the preacher said It just seems so temporary and then we're all fuckin dead But oh I'll probably say a prayer When laying there on my death bed Thinkin maybe I should've listened to what he said I think I'd like to go to heaven when I die I think I'd like to go to heaven when I die Cuz I could meet Jello Biafra That's if he dies before I And we could play a hardcore punk show in the sky I think hell sounds shitty, too shitty for me when I die Cuz I never did anything to commit mass genocide I never robbed the poor Let the hungry starve and die Your congress watches on with a worried eye So maybe I'll go to heaven when I die If you can really get in as easy as they describe But if I see O'Reilly or Darren Wilson Sean Hannitty inside I might just stop at the gates to think twice
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5.
Stitched into sanity A poor excuse for a melody I sit so fucking patiently That my goddamn feet go numb And when will I find time to sleep? When will I finally take a breath When will I put this cigarette out When will I quit singing about death When will I hear the words they say? When will I get plugged into this? I'm a soaked electrical socket Spewing fire and venom into the dark I am a neutron bomb I am the destruction of myself I am my best friend, my worst enemy so bad for my mental health I am the creeping feeling I get I am the voice that says I'm fine I am the best I got I am the problems in my mind I am the songs sung for the dead I am the memories repressed I'm too far gone for you to save Sleeping fucking tight in a shallow grave I swear that I'm ok.. I just need sleep today I haven't slept in weeks I haven't slept in weeks I watch the tv bleed As my eyes catch fire and my insides leak
6.
And as my body relives everything I've put it through I swallow chords like pain killers They used to work the same anyways I see the marks of sleep filled nights I desperately search for yet again But my regrets and my self loathing keep me awake here still My bones need shaken up But it'll take a bit more time than I have to spare I keep my body still, my eyes unmoved Fixated on thin air It's where I'm most comfortable Conformity's never felt so clean I'm a walking afterthought Brushed off the shoulders of the good days I've never seen I stamp these cigarettes into the gutters of summer's eve Invade my mind with scavenged hands planning a life for me I think of metaphors but lose my self at the very start My record player helps me sleep, and it's about the best I've got So when these words announce themselves Dressed tight in burning chords I'll dress myself with dirt and soot Take my place beneath the floor boards It's where I'm most comfortable Conformity's never felt so forced Setting fires was a game until I felt the heat's remorse My hearts a souvenir Replace my eyes with your hands I'm swelling up I'm drowning in this body bag
7.
come on, man. you know Skulls.

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this album took forever to make and i'm sorry that i'm uploading it around 3 months past its due date but i still think these are pretty good folk punk songs and i'm proud of them so i hope you guys like it. also there's a misfits cover in there so that's cool. thanks guys!

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released September 2, 2015

thank you to Tayler for listening to the really rough versions of these i would take on my phone or listening to me sing them in my room. thanks to Paul for all the hype of course.. that dudes cool as shit. also all the people who downloaded (and even bought) my album. that's fucking banana's man. thanks to anyone for listening to this and thank you for letting me be the thing you use to waste time. cheers.

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