from
My Comfort Dracula Cape,
released July 8, 2023
First step,
Miss the first step on the way to the closet
Step two,
Reinvent yourself to try to make you survive
Step three,
Give into what makes you feel fucking ugly
The sour note in the hymn is just your heart keeping you alive
Because I hate breathing in, I've tried bleeding out
And I can't see my bedroom through the trees
My skin's on fucking fire, I can tell that I exhaust you
Because I hate everyone and that means me
Step one again,
You've slept in through every alarm
You woke up to find your home being broken into
So you cower beneath the sofa, only a couple of inches tall
Because the ugly has found it's home right in-fucking-side you
Because I hate waking up, I've tried not waking up
and I lost the happiness that keeps me alive
Something cold has overtaken me and I'm terrified of myself
Help me help you, just leave without saying goodbye