I am the drugs I wanted to be hooked on
To boost my ever inferior chills
I am all the medicines that you took to get happy
The ones you craved against your will
And whether I'm dead or dying, feeling alive or not
I'll be my own fucking coffin
There isn't a bone in my body that hasn't stressed enough
How important it is to be forgotten
With every groan and grunt,
Mutter under breath
I acted on in the morning wake
They clapped their hands together, I felt tired and stupid,
A feeling I'll forever chase like a faith
The stumbled feet with shoelaces knotted can't get as far as I dream
But I'll still keep on pretending I haven't noticed,
Fuck, this is just what it seemed
This is the worst one I've had in a while,
With broken necks and feet nailed to the floor
I've got a feeling somethings starting to sweat now,
A fair view acre sized hole in the door
I used to really be concerned with my sleeping
I used to pray to gods every night
I used to swallow my leaders like sugar pills
I used to thank them all for every crime
I wanted fret board placebo effect
Now I'm just lucky if it rains here at all
The sense of desperation dripping off my bed,
Leaving sweat stains on the walls
The target was the edge, till my feet felt the gravity
I met myself as the mirror stared back
The ugly truth I've hid in my head all these frost bitten years
Turned my fingers to the knuckle black
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