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Live However. Die Anyways.

from Desolate, Desolate, Desolate / Skate Forever by Seethruskin

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I WHORE MYSELF
I WHORE MY PAST
I MET MYSELF BEHIND THE GLASS
I GAVE IN TO THE SHAKY NIGHTS
THE BATHROOM FLOORS AND BLURRY EYES
THE SCARES I GOT FOR OVER A DOZEN DECADES

I'm supplemental
Encouraged to divide among atrocity
I got the right six strings the right five fingers
Keepsakes of arms detached from me
I prayed to be otherworldly
I prayed to nobody at all
I called to tell her I wasn't ok,
She said she thought I wouldn't make the fall

I'm dying to breathe, please keep me safe, unsick uncertain
Garbage floods my tongue and face
My eyes are wide behind the curtain
I'm restrained and peaceful
I'm fucked, my face is wet and my feet are numb
Any other day I'd tell my father
But I couldn't fucking reach his phone

I've been a mistake
I've been a brother
I've been a shitty fucking excuse for a friend
But oh, bright eyes, loud spoken
Do you know how I loved
Do you know the way I ached
I spoke your signals in the bathroom mirror nightly
I showed your pictures to the town I never loitered in
I became the papers, drifting through your window, messages pronounced
Never tell me what I've said

I'm easels erased
Cutthroat to sounds of engines turning off
I am the misplaced argument
Never brought back up to leave room for air
I'm no insight, I'm not an indecency
But fuck if I don't feel like one sometimes

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from Desolate, Desolate, Desolate / Skate Forever, released December 19, 2015

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Seethruskin Charleston, West Virginia

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