I fought off every crooked corridor filled with shadows of their own
It's easy enough to disregard a pain
That you yourself have yet to know
I sweating in these hollow street lights
I'm shaking in my fucking shoes
I've got a verse I've got a chorus
But no way to put them to use
So I'll lay still
Awake in my head
Try to find sleep laying on the ground
Unconscious or maybe dead
I swallow pills
Regurgitate my regrets
It's too fucking hard after you've lost yourself
To convince yourself that they know best
And I find my bed alone
I struggle with every breath I take
It's these fucking cigarettes or these songs
It's a trail too tough to trace
But I'm pretentious in myself
Despite my beloved self deprecation
Oh like misery loves company
I hate to be alone
My fingers bleed on rosewood frets
My heads gets shook my shirt gets wet
I scribble these thoughts awry when she falls asleep
And the passing headlights of a stranger
Shake me into consciousness
I'll lose myself again soon enough just wait and see
So I'll watch my friends
Happier than me
They invite me in their memories
But I'd rather fuckin sleep
They watch me fall
Off my shaking knees
But i don't feel sad, I don't blame them
When they fuckin abandon me
No I don't blame them
I don't blame them
I'm not a sight they wanna see
No I don't blame them
I don't blame them
But their words they help me breathe
Oh their words they help me sleep
Oh their words they help me grieve
And their words are much comfier company
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